So I just reached 750 subscribers on Youtube. Bad news is I am deep in lack of motivation to do any writing. Even when I try to, I can’t seem to think of anything. I have an album that is already overdue, a collab that is WAY overdue that I’m probably just gonna drop, and now I am conducting a writing and recording collab with a friend and I don’t have any ideas. I can’t even sit down on my computer and start playing and writing. I just get distracted or have no feelings like I even want to do anything. Last time I opened my DAW, I made 10 seconds worth of a song and then saved the file and never touched my DAW again for over a week. And most of the equipment I have being cheap, low-tech, or dysfunctional doesn’t help either. Or the fact that I can’t even think of myself as a good musician in some aspects.
Work, house chores, drivers tests, most annoying brother in the world; all of it piled over me and I feel like all my motivation is gone. I wish I could get rid of it all, but I can’t. I also have a girlfriend I talk to, but that’s not something I ever want to get rid of because I love her. And I need to keep this job so I can get some savings and work experience for the future. And if I fail the driver’s test again - so help me - I might be the most angry I’ve been in a long time. And my brother, you can already tell from what I said.
And if I take a break from things, it won’t help. I’ll just feel the same way I did before. If not; worse. All it is, just the same routine over and over again. I keep putting off things and keep ignoring things just so I can feel like I’m getting the stress off my chest. But I’m not feeling any better. In fact I feel disappointed at myself for letting myself do it sometimes.
I really just need some time to think. A lot! If I’m gonna get anything done, I just need to make some plans and push myself to do it. Because if I don’t, I feel like it’s all gonna go down from there and I’ll just end up possibly quitting.
I tested Walmart’s brand of bottled water and I was shocked to see they sell the most toxic water ever. I tested for Total Dissolved Solids using a TDS meter and the number I got was 271. THAT IS THE MOST TOXIC WATER I HAVE EVER SEEN. Even NYC tap water TDS score is 39. Poland Spring is 42. The water is not even drinkable. I think it’s Criminal to even make profits from selling this water filled with sodium fluoride and who knows what else is in that. 500 ppm (parts per million) is the EPA Maximum but even though the FDA is corrupt their recommended is 000, which is pure.
THE ONLY BOTTLED WATER THAT READS 000 IS DUANEreade/Walgreens ‘NICE’ branded water.
PLEASE SHARE THIS INFO ALONG.- anonymous
Damn wally mart… Damn… :/
ok wow i could of told you that shit was toxic without using science
This is why I always buy Distilled water.
Pfffffft… “Wally Mart.”
I think I just died.
I just received two Vinyls in the mail today! A yellow record of Sailing in the sea of Cheese, and Random Access Memories! Fuck yes!
Primus! Aww yeah!
Happy birthday Cyril I did you a thing :D
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just wanted to draw Sweetie Belle with straightened hair
Now, I’m gonna go drink the last Mountain Dew in my fridge.
I think I’m starting to get a Dew addiction.
I love talking with echo123 on Skype. :3
“If you do not upgrade your channel by June 5th, it will be done automatically.”
The next YouTube apocalypse cometh.
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